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Watching Monster High G3, isn't as bad as (most) people said it was.. It can be a bit corny sure but I mean... It IS a kids media... I like a lot of the character designs for it! I really like Lagoona Blue and Manny Taur! On the other hand, coding this god damn blog pissed me off. Oh well it's finished now I guess. I can die now. Dies.

Watched more Monster High, got way too emotionally invested in Cleo and Frankie's relationship to the point I was ranting on Discord >_> I'm enjoying it a lot, much reccomend, nowhere near done but as I type this I am on episode 1 of the second season! Also trying to find more things to add to my website as usual because I have a problem. Sigh. Never get into coding you'll never get out of it it is a boobie trap and you will NEVER ESCAPE. Le sigh fuck my stupid baka chungus alpha rizz skibidi pibby ohio sigma life I guess. I am losing my fucking mind. Also just now realizing the bottom tear becomes horribly inconvinient once the blog gets longer. God damnit. Gonna have to fix that. Wait I don't think anyone checks if I edit these. hm.

Living life in the life of a noob I rarely use my gun Living life in the life of a noob Its fun for everyone Living life in the life a noob I watch the rising sun Living life in the life of a noob Im always on the run I just got this game yesterday So I dunno where to go can you tell me bro "Would you stop getting killed Im getting PO'd" its a yes or a no Well Ill take that as a no Ho ho ho I just got pwnd "Would you stop yelling into the microphone" My guy just died and he made a big groan "Thats because you just faught Five guys alone" Living life in the life of a noob I rarely use my gun Living life in the life of a noob Its fun for everyone Living life in the life a noob I watch the rising sun Living life in the life of a noob Im always on the run I take a shotgun and a sniper to, see "But you just took the best gun from me" Don't worry buddy Ill be MVP "And you highest skill reached is level 3" Oh that don't matter see cause im a natural I look into the scope woah holy mackrel! "You just got blown up by a frag" Haha check it out, im getting T bagged Living life in the life of a noob I rarely use my gun Living life in the life of a noob Its fun for everyone Living life in the life a noob I watch the rising sun Living life in the life of a noob Im always on the run Come on friend were at the end "And your at a base that you can't defend" You silly goose you need to get loose When im uptight, I drink apple juice Then your going to play just like I do "Thats why I don't take advice from you" "This kids skill isnt worth a dime" Lets sing the one more time "Oh my god honestly do you ever shut up!" Living life in the life of a noob Is quite a hard hardship Living life in the life of a noob You'll be treated like shit but I love it! Living life in the life of a noob I rarely use my gun Living life in the life of a noob Its fun for everyone Living life in the life a noob I watch the rising sun Living life in the life of a noob Im always on the run Living life in the life of a noob I rarely use my gun Living life in the life of a noob Its fun for everyone Living life in the life a noob I watch the rising sun Living life in the life of a noob I'm always on the run

GOD DAMNIT I FINISHED ALL THAT THERE IS RN OF G3 AND IM SO MAD BECAUSE I WANT TO WATCH MORE OF IT FUCK MY LIFEEEEE FUCK FUCK FUKFNF JFREIORJKIOHGIUHTRJKJIORTHIOSTHHIHG GOD DAMNITTTTTTT

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Anyway uh. Yeah I don't think theres anymore? Internet isn't being very helpful in giving me a realiable episode list. I been using a 🏴☠️ site to watch the show but I swear theyre becoming a lot more unreliable due to idiots online posting freely about them and getting the sites taken down, like don't go screaming "LOOK AT THIS NEW PIRACY WEBSITE I FOUND" and then cry when you can't access it anymore. Now I have to work harder to find this shit. In other news been on the grind as usual trying to find me new stuff to add to my website, I wish I had the skill that others had and didn't have to use websites all the time to get code..

WHAT IZZZYZZZ POSTED 4 DAYS AGO AND I DIDN'T NOTICE???? KILLING MYSELF

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Watched Ao Oni the animation, was pretty silly! Decided I need to watch more anime so in my To Watch list I have Lucky Star and Bokusatsu Tenshi Dokuro-chan! Gonna try my best to watch more anime :3 Also we are gonna ignore I added this entry in on the 3rd not the 2nd I just forgot to do it yesterday. I'm still doing an entry today I just need to upload yesterdays rn.

Been watching lucky star, its pretty fun to watch! very silly. I've only gotten 5-6 episodes in but it's been good so far! I really like Konata, which honestly is not a suprise- ughhhh /silly

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Really wanted to finally get out of the house and was gonna go spend the night at my friends place but didn't get to because of unforseen circumstances.. It's like the universe WANTS me to slowly rot in my room... Well atleast I will be forcing myself to shower tomorrow.. I need to be cleaned but god I have 0 energy for it.. But I will "Bittergiggle will be proud of me if I do it" my way though it. Maybe even brush my teeth while I'm at it. Don't need them to break even more than they already are. Sighs. Also kinda stalling on watching Lucky Star, I was afraid that would happen... I will tryna keep on it tho bc I really like the show, I just have big commitment issues. Oh also I updated my Interests page bc I realized A LOT was missing from there. Yippee!

I missed a blog yesterday it's the begining of the end. /joke. Anyway I managed to shower yesterdayand brush my teeth yesterday and today! Very happy about that, but also I was able to add the resources page finally, although had a breakdown over the fact neocities was being so damn STUBBORN today, what was that about??? And I turned weirdly and I felt the WORST shoulder pain I ever felt, it was like if someone was trying to twist my god damn arm off! Idk what I did! god!!!!!!!! Oh well, even though I had a shit day I made it through and that's all that matters to me, especially since my qpp is currently watching a livestream I missed due to my depression and is noting every importaint detail, I love him sm hehe. Thats bout it. Shrug emoji.

ii s2 act one came out. feeling: suicidal. But srsly I enjoyed it a lot! Although the AU I have with several other people is gonna have to get changed quite a BIT I must say. I genuinely wouldn't have expected the twist, like I think I lost my breath and tears came to my eyes! It was awful. I HATE INANIMATE INSANITY GRAAAAHAAHAHHABHHASJBFBJRGFBUTDFGHNERKJNKJ FUCK FUCKFYUFKCIFC

Finished yet another page! Also attempting to rewatch II ! Why? Bc I wanna. Nothing really else happened today. I just feel sleepy.

Pigged the fuck out today bc I have to go to the doctors office tomorrow and get bloodwork done, godddd I don't wanna! I feel scared to despite the fact this isn't my first time. Well atleast I finished binging II today! Yahoo!

Went to doctor, got my blood taken, they found nothing wrong in my blood (although they fucking yanked the god damn needle out of my arm so it hurts now FUCK YOU LADY), but I got more medication to take... apparently having rizz is called being "mentally unwell" and I "need to see a therapist"... its so hard to be an alpha in this woke environment... but yeah aside from that I will be put back on my ADHD meds too! so I get to take two meds a day now! ahahAHHHAHAAHAAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHA my rizz is being SQUANDERED by the WOKE LEFFFFTTTTTTTT

Sorry long time no blog I keep meaning to write one but just when I feel like doing it I get tired, as I write this I am yawning like a mf. anyway got my meds today, will start taking them tomorrow! Also been updating my website as per usial and yk I really like what I have been doing so far! I am improving at speeds I never thought I could have! I just hope I get even better when I start taking my meds,,, Might document my progress with them here so yk, I can report back to my doctors abt how my new meds are treating me!

First day of meds went fine, I didn't feel much outside of feeling like I desperately NEEDED to do something or I'll go nuts. Also I am rewatching LPS: Popular and god damn I love this series sm... And finally have a dentist appointment tommorow. AUGHHHHH. Can't wait to be ridiculed for how depressed I am bc I don't brush my teeth! HAHA. kill me.

Dentist went fine enough, they didn't have to do anything to my teeth thankfully, but also probably not a good thing, reason I got nothing done was bc I'll actually have to start paying for it which sucks BALLS. ig. AUGH. wtv it's done now. Oh also meds are doing well, the effect of needing to do smth has worn down a bit and I predict itll lessen. So yeah.

Sorry havent upldated in a WHILE.. been a bit too exausted to do anything. I did go to a convention on saturday tho! it was a lot of fun, I watsed like 40$ at it lol, and I made a friend there too! I had so much fun with all my friends, and since it was my first con it was a utter blast. W plan on going to an anime con in febuary too!